Sunday, February 26, 2012
Studying my heart out
But it just gets really lonely 'cause it's three in the morning and I'm still awake which is completely my fault. It's also my fault that I don't give enough effort to get rid of my feelings for you. And I'm just really, really lonely right now and I hate myself for feeling this way and I thought my feelings have waned and maybe they have but it still sucks that I care because I know I shouldn't and all this is pointless and I'm starting to sound disgusting and I still don't know anything about Chem and I just hate my life right now. And I'm probably making a big deal out of this but I'm just scared that my feelings will intensify then I'll ruin everything just like what I always do. And this post has too many and's and I can't concentrate anymore 'cause I started thinking about this again which I shouldn't do and I started feeling again which is even worse.
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