Stuck in reverse.

I still hate this song 'cause I don't like its sound but I think it has really good lyrics. The ugliest song of all time is still Rolling in the Deep. 'Cause it's so ugly. I couldn't even finish the video 'cause I hate the song so much. And I used to hate Adele because Rolling in the Deep is her first song that I've heard and when I heard it I was like 'what kind of fucking song is this it's so uglyy'. But I guess Adele's okay. I just really hate Rolling in the Deep. I don't even know why. Maybe I have bad taste in music. All I know is I FUCKING HATE THAT SONG.

I just finished reading The Brief and Wondrous Life of Oscar Wao by Junot Diaz. I was expecting more 'cause the back of the book said it was about this loser boy who doesn't have a life, and most of my favorite novels are variations of this theme. Instead, Oscar's mother and grandfather's life stories were a huge chunk of the book. And I don't even care about them. Oscar's story was what I wanted to read. I'm also not very fond of Diaz's writing style because I didn't feel anything. I could sympathize with Oscar but I don't know why I wasn't very moved when he died. I guess the book was interesting enough for me to finish it. It was an easy read. But yeah. Junot Diaz should have talked about Oscar more instead of his relatives.

And my uneventful life is more uneventful than ever. Every once in a while, I just find myself crushing on everyone (I don't get crushes on people who read this blog so you shouldn't worry because I'm still safe). And I don't think this is a very good thing because I become emotionally unstable for no reason and I just become depressed. Seriously. I have to become asexual again. Crushing on close and taken friends is worse than crushing on close friends. Ugh. Shit. I will snap out of this soon enough.